my wish for you

I hope that the days come easy and the moments pass slow,

And each road leads you where you want to go,
And if you're faced with a choice, and you have to choose,
I hope you choose the one that means the most to you.
And if one door opens to another door closed,
I hope you keep on walkin' till you find the window,
If it's cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile,


But more than anything, more than anything,
My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to,
Your dreams stay big, and your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more than you can hold,
And while you're out there getting where you're getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,
Yeah, this, is my wish.

I hope you never look back, but you never forget,
All the ones who love you, in the place you left,
I hope you always forgive, and you never regret,
And you help somebody every chance you get,
 you find God's grace, in every mistake,
And you always give more than you take.

Yeah, this, is my wish.

i am moving on

I've dealt with my ghosts and I've faced all my demons
Finally content with a past I regret
I've found you find strength in your moments of weakness
For once I'm at peace with myself
I've been burdened with blame, trapped in the past for too long

But I never dreamed home would end up where I don't belong

I'm moving on
At last I can see life has been patiently waiting for me
And I know there's no guarantees, but I'm not alone
There comes a time in everyone's life
When all you can see are the years passing by
And I have made up my mind that those days are gone


I've loved like I should but lived like I shouldn't
I had to lose everything to find out
Maybe forgiveness will find me somewhere down this road
I'm moving on

random

How the world seems so unfair, 
creating a love that cannot be shared
 as you go your way and I go mine.

:)

When we're in love, we tend not to see the bad side of someone. That's the pathetic part of it. Sometimes, even the worst person in the world can be the best person for your own belief. Love is not blind, it sees, but it doesn't mind.


Don't be disappointed if the person you love doesn't love you, because God has said "This is my world and even I couldn't make my every creation love me"

sick :(

freaking sick.
this is my 3rd visit to the hospital :(

coughing like a tb patient rite now.
my ribs hurts :(

difficulty in breathing and sore throat :(



haiz.. it has been a very challenging week.

people.. please check the obituary.
i have never felt so sick before

to your new lady love

you have no idea how blessed you are to have someone like daniel. A man like that is a rare gem. I hope you give him the love and care that he deserves.

things that i have learned about him over 2 years.

he tends to be very cranky in the morning when he wakes up.
oh yea.. do not wake him up earlier that the time he asked. he tends to over sleep.

he is not a breakfast person

he loves bikes!! he is actually crazy about bikes.
he is crazy about gadgets like phone, tabs etc

he hates hanging on the phone. he prefers texts.
do not ever hang up on him. do not put down the phone when he is talking to you!! it will drive him up the wall.

listen to him whenever he is angry and do not judge or give your opinion till he finish talking.

do not give him your attitude or sarcasm.

he is not always punctual. but he will want you to be punctual.

if you have any doubts, ask him straight. do not beat around the bush. it irritates him.


he loves to eat anything that is sweet. his favorite cake : pecan butterscotch

he loves his space and he doesn't like anyone invading his privacy.

by the way : futsal is his 1st wife. haha..

he loves drinking tea. he needs at least a glass of tea everyday no matter what the time (even midnight )

he loves to be taken care of. it makes him very happy to know that you are always there for him.

make him feel like a knight in shining armour. :)

he likes a girl who dress up well but decently. he loves girl with long straight hair. and she must wear a watch. he wants someone that he can go clubbing with, someone who is funny and smart.the more feminine the woman, the better :)

he loves to shop!! hahaha.. he will analyze till the last bit of information when he wants to get something new.

he has mood swings. its because he have a tough life. just be there for him. he might release his stress or anger on you but he will quickly apologies for hurting you.

he is very observant and he analyze everything.
be very honest with him. he has an amazing talent of knowing if you are lying to him.

personalize him. tell him every now and then what you love about him.

he tend to isolate himself when he is upset or angry. he just do not want to release it on anyone.

 he is a die hard fan of liverpool and never ever trash his team.
send him a lovey dovey text every now and then. it makes him smile and he will be hyper.

he is freaking hyper after eating chocolate. very hyper and funny.

his mom and sis means the world to him and they are the nicest human being on earth.

last but not least, he never had a big birthday party. maybe you can do that for him.

i realize despite crying the whole day, i was actually  smiling for 10 minutes while typing this post.

you have no idea how lucky you are that he is with you. there is someone who cries herself to sleep because she doesn't have what you have now.

to you

dear daniel

i know there is no way you can possibly read this.
but yea.. i just wish to write it down.

it has been more than 48 hours i last hear your voice :(
and i miss you.

i hope you eat your meals regularly and you are still consuming the protein supplement.

i hope you take care of yourself and don't push yourself too much when it comes to playing futsal

be extra careful while riding the bike :)

please control your anger and try not to let it out on anyone.

study smart and push up your grades this semester k.

i know you have been working your ass off for lakshya and i know without a doubt it is gonna be a huge success. dont worry much k. i know you are under alot of pressure :) but it will all work out.

i also know you will find that someone special that you will be crazily in love with.

 i hope you do get to work in US as u planned

last but not least i wish you all the happiness, success and love.
i dont wish to see you ever again because even seeing you picture makes me weak.
i wish you happiness but i cant see you being happy with someone else. ( doesnt make sense.. yes i know )