i forgive you

i know at one point in life i wished for the worst to happen to you. i was angry and upset for whatever that you did.
but..
knowing that you are in trouble and you are going through so much, i am not happy. i keep crying and i feel guilty. this guilt is eating me up.

i forgive you for whatever that you have done to me. i really do.
i do not wish anything bad to happen to you. i pray for you to be as happy as you can be.

i hope you find whatever that you are looking for.
and i hope it is everything you dreamed your life would be and so much more.
and where ever you are, i hope that you are happy.