bitter sweet

ello!!!!

so far.. my day was pretty good.
i got my supervisor for my rp :)
yeaaaaayyyyyy..
i need to see her asap regarding my research.
hopefully i can do wet :D

now the bitter part:
i miss him..
alot..
my days feel empty without him.
i dont cry or weep.
i just feel extremely lonely.
i realised that i depended on way too much. i used to bother him every now and then. call him up randomly just to hear his voice.

(sigh)

its like some sort of addiction.
and i crave his presence.

i went through the whole day feeling empty, lonely and incomplete.
its like.. i forgot to do something important and like i missed a routine.

(sigh AGAIN)

i am a little sad but mostly lonely. things are not the same without him. i just have to get used to it.
i bet he doesn't even think of me as much as i think of him right now.
:)

2 years of having him on my mind all the time. starting and ending my day with him. his voice was my drug.

i made this decision and i am glad i did. i just need to stay strong and face it.

one thing is for sure. Mr. DANIEL SIVABALAN : i will never forget you. :)