you deserve better

i was never your type and i knew you were not happy with me. in a way its good that its over, at least there is nothing holding you back right now.
your new lady love is everything you wanted in your other half and everything that i was not
she is beautiful, sexy, out going, smart, sarcastic, she has an attitude, amazing personality and most important of all, you are very much attracted to her.

to be honest, i am having mixed emotion. i do not hate her and neither am i praying that it will not last. i am happy that you are finally with someone who deserves the amazing you. i am sad that i was not the one and i am jealous because she is so blessed to have someone like you (choked with emotion)

i know she is the one for you. she complements you very well and  she is indeed your better half.

its good to know at least you are happy. i do not have the strength to see you happy with someone else. i am not that strong.
whatever that happen between us, the good and bad, i will cherish forever.

thank you for keeping up with me for so long. thank you for being there even when i don't deserve you.

(tears rolling down the cheeks)

i do not hate you. i actually cant.
i sincerely wish the best for you and i do pray that our path will never cross ever again.