those hurtful words

did you ever think of the effects your words had on that person

would it kill you to shut up?
to keep those hurtful words inside?
or at least consider the effects your hurtful words will have

your words cut like knives
those deep wounds gush blood
those wounds leave scars
and sometimes they don't go away

One day you're going to want that girl, that girl that knew she wasn't perfect, but tried to be perfect for you. The girl that believed the scraps of you she was given were worth it, because something was better than nothing. That girl who wanted nothing more than to be there for you, and loving you was the only way she could. The girl who saw your flaws, but valued them as much as your strengths. That girl who still can't bring herself to hate you, even though you probably deserve it. That girl who saw past your pretty eyes and treasured parts of you that no one else will ever appreciate in the same way. The girl who realized she may never have had your heart, but will never regret a day where you were the only thing she wanted. The girl that should have you, but doesn't, even though she deserves it.

i forgive you

i know at one point in life i wished for the worst to happen to you. i was angry and upset for whatever that you did.
but..
knowing that you are in trouble and you are going through so much, i am not happy. i keep crying and i feel guilty. this guilt is eating me up.

i forgive you for whatever that you have done to me. i really do.
i do not wish anything bad to happen to you. i pray for you to be as happy as you can be.

i hope you find whatever that you are looking for.
and i hope it is everything you dreamed your life would be and so much more.
and where ever you are, i hope that you are happy.