life so far...

i know it has been ages since i last drop by to update my blog. (blow the dust away)

sem 5 came to an end and now i am on my sem break. finally i can sit clueless and wonder what to do to kill time.

alot has taken place this sem. i dont even know where to start.

things with daniel is over for real. he is my past right now.a lot of drama was involved and it was ugly. but it is finally over. i do miss him every now and then. i have been dreaming about him for the past 3 days. i guess i just miss him.

he is with someone else right now. i hope this works out for you.

me on the other hand, i am happy the way i am now. stronger and wiser.

this sem has been challenging. lecturers do not help the students like they used to.. not much tips, at times no tips at all. doing past year questions do not help as they set a standard of only 10 % of past year questions can be recycled.  sigh...

other than that, i had research project to be completed. a girl copied my idea and another big scene there.

(sigh)
i dont get it.. y so many mean people around. they stooop so low. dont they feel guilty? how do they even live with the fact that they have done something so mean to someone else. that issue has settle and i have learned from my mistake. i am not gonna be nice and i am gonna think of myself first.i am done being used and taken for granted.

i presented my research project poster and received positive feedback for the evaluator. i even hand in my proposal to my supervisor. i even passed the seed grant and i am hopping for the best.

during this sem break, i am gonna start working on the dry research (just in case if i do not get the seed grant)

next sem, i wont be taking any heavy subjects. the subjects that i am taking next sem is clinical diagnostic 2, malaysian study, moral study and research project 2.

oh yea.. i have also completed my internship forms and passed it to the lecturer. (one less thing to worry about)

cant believe time pass by so fast. i am gonna graduate in matter of months. hopefully after graduation, with god's grace i can do my masters :)

(time to be emo)

i miss shamini and his family. i know daniel told me to stay away from them (i have no idea why). i miss them so badly. especially sham. i am not sure how she feels and if she still thinks of me. but i miss her and i am worried about her. haizzz :(

i hope one fine day all this mess get sorted out and things will be better (fingers across)

shammy: bahan misses u :( u stay strong and study smart k. i know you can do it. work your way towards achieving your dreams. i love you